Dear diary..

Dear diary,
do u know that i'vve alwiz start my last blog with "dear diary.."?
i dunno but it just feels right.some might find it foolish or girlish, but i dun feel complete without starting my blog with those words...like a chant..like a mantra to start my entry.
To me blog is a way for me to say things that i couldn't say in words, in real life, or to another person.Seldom i found the courage to go to another person and pour my heart out. I find blog is the best way..and it also will be here even after i'm gone from this world..this blog will exist even after i long gone..

There's another world inside of me
That you may never see
There's secrets in this life
That I can't hide
Somewhere in this darkness
There's a light that I can't find
Maybe it's too far away...
Maybe I'm just blind...
Maybe I'm just blind...
So hold me when I'm here
Love me when I'm wrong
Hold me when I'm scared
And love me when I'm gone
Everything I am
And everything you need
I'll also be the one
You wanted me to be
I'll never let you down
Even if I could I'd give up everything
If only for your good
So hold me when I'm here
Love me when I'm wrong
You can hold me when I'm scared
You won't always be there
So love me when I'm gone
Love me when I'm gone...
When your education x-ray
Can not see under my skin
I won't tell you a damn thing
That I could not tell my friends
Roaming through this darkness
I'm alive but I'm alone
Part of me is fighting this
But part of me is gone
Maybe I'm just blind...
Love me when I'm gone...
Love me when I'm gone
When I'm Gone 3x