Dear diary,
Last saturday up to tuesday , I had a training in Kuala Terengganu. Stayed in low class rest house. aiyahh...y la da company so stingy,asked me to stay in that place...but wt da heck , i'm there becoz of da training not for fun.
anyway, just to do my report that i'll be going there again this tuesday 3/7 ,catching a flight at 7.05 am..hafta b at the airport by 5.30am...aiyahh..so early wan...
Thursday, June 28, 2007
Tuesday, June 19, 2007
8.41 am
Dear diary,
this morning i clocked in at 8.41 am...can u imagine? haha...that's break record for me to come THIS early.woke up early reason being my baby had high fever this morning and we brought her to the clinic at 6 am, so head on straight to work after that. Found it quite exhilirating to wake up at this early hour. Last time i remember to woke up this early when I was in school days..hehe...more than 10 years ago...
Last two day,I cooked dinner at home. I prepared white rice, his favourite scrambled eggs, pekasam sepat fish, veggie and mackerel (sardine). Hoping that my hubby would love it and appreciate it. But the first thing came out from his mouth was a complaint "Ooo...ingatkan ikan lampam tadi.." with a not-so-satisfied face...sigh...hoping that he would say "Wow...thank you sayang.." maybe later if he wants to complaint is acceptable.But when a complaint is the first thing that he said, well...it makes me feel down...
Later on, found out he only ate not even a quarter of his favourite eggs, little bit of veggie, small bite of the pekasam and only half of the mackerel..
Can u imagine that? Can u imagine how i felt at that moment?
this morning i clocked in at 8.41 am...can u imagine? haha...that's break record for me to come THIS early.woke up early reason being my baby had high fever this morning and we brought her to the clinic at 6 am, so head on straight to work after that. Found it quite exhilirating to wake up at this early hour. Last time i remember to woke up this early when I was in school days..hehe...more than 10 years ago...
Last two day,I cooked dinner at home. I prepared white rice, his favourite scrambled eggs, pekasam sepat fish, veggie and mackerel (sardine). Hoping that my hubby would love it and appreciate it. But the first thing came out from his mouth was a complaint "Ooo...ingatkan ikan lampam tadi.." with a not-so-satisfied face...sigh...hoping that he would say "Wow...thank you sayang.." maybe later if he wants to complaint is acceptable.But when a complaint is the first thing that he said, well...it makes me feel down...
Later on, found out he only ate not even a quarter of his favourite eggs, little bit of veggie, small bite of the pekasam and only half of the mackerel..
Can u imagine that? Can u imagine how i felt at that moment?
Wednesday, June 13, 2007
Roti Arab
Dear diary,
Yesterday evening had a meal at Keramat with my hubby. He tried this dish called 'Roti Arab'. Sounds weird first. At first I thought this bread must be spicy, pungent smell or maybe served by an Arabic looking man. But when it arrived , well...it's quite tasty. Round in shape and they melted some butter on it. Eaten when it's hot, ahh...heaven... But, I don't have pic to show you..sorry diary...
Yesterday evening had a meal at Keramat with my hubby. He tried this dish called 'Roti Arab'. Sounds weird first. At first I thought this bread must be spicy, pungent smell or maybe served by an Arabic looking man. But when it arrived , well...it's quite tasty. Round in shape and they melted some butter on it. Eaten when it's hot, ahh...heaven... But, I don't have pic to show you..sorry diary...
Sunday, June 10, 2007
Inspiration Room
Dear diary,
I desperately need some motivation to boost my way of looking at things at work.
Feeling a little bit down when coming to work this morning. Feels like resigning...
sigh...somehow someway i really need somebody to say something for me to keep going.With my life..well, at least with my work..
Hence, I came out with a print out "Be Professional" and put it right on my table beside me. Hope this little print out will help me to go thru a tough journey in this corporate world.
I desperately need some motivation to boost my way of looking at things at work.
Feeling a little bit down when coming to work this morning. Feels like resigning...
sigh...somehow someway i really need somebody to say something for me to keep going.With my life..well, at least with my work..
Hence, I came out with a print out "Be Professional" and put it right on my table beside me. Hope this little print out will help me to go thru a tough journey in this corporate world.
Tuesday, June 05, 2007
DOT ME!! ~ kapitan ninety nine dot gmail dot com~
Dear diary,
I knew that one of these days I will be dotted. Well, dotted means that people around me somehow, someway will spot my mistakes and point it out. This usually happens when I'm at a new place surrounded by new people. These new people really like to scrutinize me in each and every way they can. Maybe not in the first day but eventually they will voice it out.
Same thing happens in my marriage. My hubby was pointing out every action that I took and pointed out the mistake. "You should do it this way and not that way...", "Your way of doing things are wrong, mine is correct..." bla, bla bla...
Now, this new job there's also one person who is taking his place , not at home anymore but now in office. This person pointing out that I shouldn't wear a jacket/sweater made of material called "jeans" in the office..."before HR pointing it out, maybe it's better I warn you first", she said something like that...well, I'm going to act as mature and calm and wise this time. I won't freak out anymore and show my tantrum to her. I will take this as one of the days that people love to DOT ME!
I knew that one of these days I will be dotted. Well, dotted means that people around me somehow, someway will spot my mistakes and point it out. This usually happens when I'm at a new place surrounded by new people. These new people really like to scrutinize me in each and every way they can. Maybe not in the first day but eventually they will voice it out.
Same thing happens in my marriage. My hubby was pointing out every action that I took and pointed out the mistake. "You should do it this way and not that way...", "Your way of doing things are wrong, mine is correct..." bla, bla bla...
Now, this new job there's also one person who is taking his place , not at home anymore but now in office. This person pointing out that I shouldn't wear a jacket/sweater made of material called "jeans" in the office..."before HR pointing it out, maybe it's better I warn you first", she said something like that...well, I'm going to act as mature and calm and wise this time. I won't freak out anymore and show my tantrum to her. I will take this as one of the days that people love to DOT ME!
Monday, June 04, 2007
Second day at shool..ehh...office
Dear diary,
Attended a team meeting. I had to go away for more than 2 weeks in KT starting from next month..sigh...I'll be away too long from my baby..I'm sure gonna miss her a lot..starts to miss her oledi...iskk...iskk
Attended a team meeting. I had to go away for more than 2 weeks in KT starting from next month..sigh...I'll be away too long from my baby..I'm sure gonna miss her a lot..starts to miss her oledi...iskk...iskk
Sunday, June 03, 2007
Desa Telipot
Dear diary,
My first day in Bostonweb Academy. New place always welcome kinda uneasy feelings. As I expected. Met my x-officemate from SKALI, so it's not so weird after all.Hmm...today,wanna share with u my trip that my hubby, qistina and me had last weekend. We went to Kota Bharu to attend 'supposed t0-be' his cousin's wedding at Pangkalan Kubor on 'supposed to-be' 31st May 2007 (Thursday). Why is this 'supposed to-be' keep crawling up? To keep it short, it's because of miscommunication of my hubby side + not listening to my advice..
Then, he decided to proceed of going there to have a family vacation. SOooo...I was excited at first knowing that we're going to stay just the three of us in a small hotel, having our family time, taking pics together, walking around, having a splash at the beach, playing crazy games in the hotel room...but he deicded to stay at his uncle's house..I was so devastated.. I was putting so much hope to have our own family time. Tapi dia kata, nak merapatkan hubungan saudara jadi kena duduk bermalam kat rumah pak sedara die.(haa...aku tukaq ckp melayu la noo...nak luah sket rasa ati aku ni laju sket.) Jadi, kalau setakat melawat menziarah umah pak sedara ke tok sedara ke tanpa bermalam itu dikira bukan merapatkan hubungan sesama sedara ke?? Nak kena tido jugak umah sedara tu baru dikira rapat. Ok ..ok...aku paham kalo die nak jumpa, I dun mind even happy with it...tapi nak kena tido sampai 2-2 mlm kat umah die , part itu aku tak paham.rasa cam geram sgt dan rasa cam pecah berderai harapan aku sbb die tak cuba langsung nak paham isi hati aku...nak tanya nape aku tanak tido situ ke, nak tanya the real reason ke ape ke...taaakkk...langsung tak tanya...cuma kuar kuasa veto die je. die ckp itu, itu le maknanya...
if u were me, wouldn't u feel dissapointed too? Here I am trying to pretend that I'm ok but I couldn't...I just couldn't bring myself to accept the whole situation. So, lastly tido le kami 3 beranak kat umah tu utk so-called 'merapatkan hubungan sesama sedara' version dia. To me, visiting a relative's house is oso called 'merapatkan hubungan sesama sedara' ..tak tau plak kena tido kat umah baru dikira ultra-rapat...!!!
I didn't talk much along da way..dia marah kata aku tak hormat dia...ntahlah...kdg2 bila aku rasa kecewa and give-up hope on something, aku prefer to be quiet je..if i keep quiet and keep to myself , i wouldn't shout and give myself away.
So, if u're reading this my dear hubby...at this point of time I admit I'm very dissapointed at how you see things and chose not to be lenient on this issue. At some point , I find it quite ridiculous..
I also resolved one issue, no more asking for any vacation from you in the future. Full-stop.
My first day in Bostonweb Academy. New place always welcome kinda uneasy feelings. As I expected. Met my x-officemate from SKALI, so it's not so weird after all.Hmm...today,wanna share with u my trip that my hubby, qistina and me had last weekend. We went to Kota Bharu to attend 'supposed t0-be' his cousin's wedding at Pangkalan Kubor on 'supposed to-be' 31st May 2007 (Thursday). Why is this 'supposed to-be' keep crawling up? To keep it short, it's because of miscommunication of my hubby side + not listening to my advice..
Then, he decided to proceed of going there to have a family vacation. SOooo...I was excited at first knowing that we're going to stay just the three of us in a small hotel, having our family time, taking pics together, walking around, having a splash at the beach, playing crazy games in the hotel room...but he deicded to stay at his uncle's house..I was so devastated.. I was putting so much hope to have our own family time. Tapi dia kata, nak merapatkan hubungan saudara jadi kena duduk bermalam kat rumah pak sedara die.(haa...aku tukaq ckp melayu la noo...nak luah sket rasa ati aku ni laju sket.) Jadi, kalau setakat melawat menziarah umah pak sedara ke tok sedara ke tanpa bermalam itu dikira bukan merapatkan hubungan sesama sedara ke?? Nak kena tido jugak umah sedara tu baru dikira rapat. Ok ..ok...aku paham kalo die nak jumpa, I dun mind even happy with it...tapi nak kena tido sampai 2-2 mlm kat umah die , part itu aku tak paham.rasa cam geram sgt dan rasa cam pecah berderai harapan aku sbb die tak cuba langsung nak paham isi hati aku...nak tanya nape aku tanak tido situ ke, nak tanya the real reason ke ape ke...taaakkk...langsung tak tanya...cuma kuar kuasa veto die je. die ckp itu, itu le maknanya...
if u were me, wouldn't u feel dissapointed too? Here I am trying to pretend that I'm ok but I couldn't...I just couldn't bring myself to accept the whole situation. So, lastly tido le kami 3 beranak kat umah tu utk so-called 'merapatkan hubungan sesama sedara' version dia. To me, visiting a relative's house is oso called 'merapatkan hubungan sesama sedara' ..tak tau plak kena tido kat umah baru dikira ultra-rapat...!!!
I didn't talk much along da way..dia marah kata aku tak hormat dia...ntahlah...kdg2 bila aku rasa kecewa and give-up hope on something, aku prefer to be quiet je..if i keep quiet and keep to myself , i wouldn't shout and give myself away.
So, if u're reading this my dear hubby...at this point of time I admit I'm very dissapointed at how you see things and chose not to be lenient on this issue. At some point , I find it quite ridiculous..
I also resolved one issue, no more asking for any vacation from you in the future. Full-stop.
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