light at the end of the tunnel

Dear diary,
a lot have changed since i last wrote here. among the most important things are :- i got married, i resigned from my sucking new job, i have opened my own business...
first and foremost, i got married to a great and wonderful guy. He's the most kind-hearted and selfless guy i have ever known. how i come to this decision? well, i guess it's more of 'jodoh' from God that he is my Mr.Right. To make it short, i fall in love with him eventually when everything in this world brings me back to him...no matter how hard i tried to deny my feelings towards him or how far i tried to distance myself from him, it always didn't work...something will always came up that made me needed him more than ever before.

now, about the sucking new job i was telling u...well, it sucks..i can't stand the hypocrite and ill-thinking of the people there.they were willing to go all the way to sack their employees and i'm not just saying that, as my immediate supervisor cum the director also resigned from the company. i think it's because he cannot stand the management there too. so, iwasn't the only one who suffered there.anyway, it's all in the past and i choose not to remember those bad things they did. i choose to put all those bad memories behind. i choose to forgive and forget. i choose to put my health and happiness above the rest.

people say and believe ,'there's always light at the end of the tunnel'...and i believe that too. iafter much thought and research , i find that opening a flower shop or become a florist really touches some instinct deep inside me that i can explore this field and widen the conventional approach. the new shop is about 1.5 km from the apartment i'm staying now with my husband. Convenient and practical. I'm optimist that this venture will work,maybe not now but soon it's going to flourish..just need some patience and determination to survive the obstacles in this early stage.

ok, i guess that's a wrap for tonite..i will write again...soon.