Monday, June 19, 2006

Sickly words can wound a heart

Dear diary,
I have always had a problem with one of my sisters. She likes to pick on every fault i make and make it a big deal by telling the whole world about it. To make a matter worse, she will tell all the other sisters of all the bad things and make it everything all right for her to say it without feeling any guilt. She never cares how I feel..i'm not the little sister that she used to bully..hell, I'm married and pregnant with my 1st child.I'm grown up, for heaven's sake!!
recently, she made a big deal of how irresponsible i've been by not keeping back the stuff that i borrowed from the other sister. and she included on how i should treat my other sister for dinner for helping me, be nice to her more...c'mon man..was she there when i brought food to the other sister? was she there when i helped clean dad's room that she complained i never helped? was she there when i treat the others to breakfast the other day? she was never there but making sucha f****** deal out of it that i didn't contribute anything to the family.
i just had enough of her..no more..before this i tried to forget the hurtful things that she said or do..but not anymore..
i refused to see her that often after this. maybe it's about time i see seldom of her after this...
i refused to let her hurt my feelings anymore.